The thoughts that now seem meaningless.
The tears that won't stop.
Those feelings so real, so deep, they penetrate coldly.
They inch towards a bowl while changing shape they still circle.
Thoughts that are dangerous.
Feeling that felt hard rock.
In a water bowl they reflect without ever breaking.
What is gone has truly disappeared, Sedimentary in all its galore.
Slowly but surely they wither away like a goldfish's brain just waiting to be devoured.
Like a grain of sand that travels across the ocean.
The fragment of light that never shines twice.
One is forgotten!
But you are special.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
Rehoboth Beach!
Hey ever thought of day tripping with your friends to the beach?!?! Well what the hell are you waiting for. The sun might not be shining on your drive, you might pass through bumfuck towns, fights might occur in the car, but it's all worth it when you arrive at your destination.
Kinda like a metaphor for life right. - Ha
I know this picture probably isn't the best, however I tried to copy from google the best way I saw the dolphins.
And YES they actually were dolphins. Now I'm aware that for most people seeing wild dolphins might be just another day at the park, but for me its a huge deal. I am rarely around wild animals so i was left speechless. Oh excuse me, if you were around me i'm sure you heard my shrills of excitement.
Beautiful creatures. Intelligent. Sophisticated. And most of all free.
Me and my friends braved a storm from three different states. - "Storm chasers" should be our next title!
The day was fabulous and we had to make due with the Bi/polar weather of 89 degree sun mixed in with random moments of overcast. I mean what were we supposed to do when we drove 3 hrs?
The best feeling for me was not when we got to the beach or when I got back home. The best part for me was when I stopped being a baby and went into the water up till my neck. I've never done that before. It's because I learned at a very young age that mother nature at its best is dangerous and she is to be respected and feared. So basically I almost drowned when I was 6 and that fear of no control freaked the shit out of me. YAY me, I accomplished something yesterday.
Enough of my rambling. I am just thankful that my last day at Reston Va before school was very fulfilling and magical; especially because I went with one of my dear friends who i've known for years.
Carpe Diem. Trust it and don't doubt. Move and don't stand. Basically don't knock it till you've tried it.
Kinda like a metaphor for life right. - Ha
And YES they actually were dolphins. Now I'm aware that for most people seeing wild dolphins might be just another day at the park, but for me its a huge deal. I am rarely around wild animals so i was left speechless. Oh excuse me, if you were around me i'm sure you heard my shrills of excitement.
Beautiful creatures. Intelligent. Sophisticated. And most of all free.
Me and my friends braved a storm from three different states. - "Storm chasers" should be our next title!
The day was fabulous and we had to make due with the Bi/polar weather of 89 degree sun mixed in with random moments of overcast. I mean what were we supposed to do when we drove 3 hrs?
The best feeling for me was not when we got to the beach or when I got back home. The best part for me was when I stopped being a baby and went into the water up till my neck. I've never done that before. It's because I learned at a very young age that mother nature at its best is dangerous and she is to be respected and feared. So basically I almost drowned when I was 6 and that fear of no control freaked the shit out of me. YAY me, I accomplished something yesterday.
Enough of my rambling. I am just thankful that my last day at Reston Va before school was very fulfilling and magical; especially because I went with one of my dear friends who i've known for years.
Carpe Diem. Trust it and don't doubt. Move and don't stand. Basically don't knock it till you've tried it.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Shades of Gray!!!!
Hi there is someone i'd like you to meet.
Say hello to my heart. You are supposedly the strongest muscle in the human body, yet why do you break so easily? So fragile and annoying. If the left side of the heart pumps oxygenated blood to our body then why don't I feel any cleaner? Why aren't my wounds and scars healed. Maybe its the air that is polluted.
I don't know. If the human body is so complete then why do our organs fight with each other. Always under a constant battle. The head, the heart, the eyes! Face it, you're not going to win.
Is it temporary? Is it because I forgot to sign the back of the card? I think my wires are crossed.
My thoughts are incomplete and incoherent . Ugh piss off. In a moment of rage I find it best to write, just to word vomit the shittiness that is the existence of a head and a heart.
Nothing is perfect even though we want it to be. Nothing is forever and neither is this feeling.
Say hello to my heart. You are supposedly the strongest muscle in the human body, yet why do you break so easily? So fragile and annoying. If the left side of the heart pumps oxygenated blood to our body then why don't I feel any cleaner? Why aren't my wounds and scars healed. Maybe its the air that is polluted.
I don't know. If the human body is so complete then why do our organs fight with each other. Always under a constant battle. The head, the heart, the eyes! Face it, you're not going to win.
Is it temporary? Is it because I forgot to sign the back of the card? I think my wires are crossed.
My thoughts are incomplete and incoherent . Ugh piss off. In a moment of rage I find it best to write, just to word vomit the shittiness that is the existence of a head and a heart.
Nothing is perfect even though we want it to be. Nothing is forever and neither is this feeling.
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Saturday, August 7, 2010
Fresh Start
Today was the last day of my chemistry class at NOVA. Thank goodness! I'll be back at tech with my two best friends and sad i'm leaving one behind. People change every day, in their own way. I like to think that a new school year also means change. A chance to change myself so I don't repeat my former mistakes. It doesn't matter if everyone knows me a certain way, I'll change regardless.
All I can say is that i'm extremely excited and thankful to be going back to Virginia Tech. None of this boredom/listening to parents crap. I want to be the person I set out to be. A new beginning even in an already familiar scene. There are many more people to meet, things to do, places to visit, and bad decisions to be made (especially on a friday night)!
College here I come.
The past is nothing but a soft reminder.
>:<
Mhmm delicious vanilla cake with vanilla frosting topped with sprinkles!!!
All I can say is that i'm extremely excited and thankful to be going back to Virginia Tech. None of this boredom/listening to parents crap. I want to be the person I set out to be. A new beginning even in an already familiar scene. There are many more people to meet, things to do, places to visit, and bad decisions to be made (especially on a friday night)!
College here I come.
The past is nothing but a soft reminder.
>:<
Mhmm delicious vanilla cake with vanilla frosting topped with sprinkles!!!
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